Remember You

This evil anger inside of me,
Is going to kill the ones beside of me.

I will not be bound to thee,
This frustration and impatience,
It leads to misery.

From time awakened,
To promises forsaken,
You will bond to me.

Trembling darkness,
I must make you apart of this,

For I seek time,
And graceful rememberance.

Earn my memory.


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I, Toyed With Your Feelings?! Cool Story, Liar.

We all make decisions.

Some bad.. 

Some regretful..

And some that you just can't believe you made.. 

But the only thing on your mind that you won't be able to take in, believe, and deal with, in that very moment, when it hits you, will be that..

I could have taken you places.

With Much Commiseration,

-R-boz Ali

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Instagram @ First Look

For when your Big Blue Eyes,
Innocently hypnotize,
I some how came in your sight,
To only treat you like a Princess I might.

The accent from up north to the actress look from birth,
Precious gem, you're like my big white diamond.

I finally had you climbing,
This mountain to get to me,
For this one man wolf pack.

We spend every night like where so laid back,
The attachment issues will be the cause of these tissues.

Well see how far we can make this blessed in Texas, BabyDoll.

ASF

-R-boz Ali


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Imagining + 1 Nation Under God = ImagiNation

When ones mood lies,
We find it a surprise,
That such a possibility seems to be in attendance,
Who would have ever thought that unwillingly controlled emotions and thoughts could some how build such behavioural characteristic for the future world?

In the millisecond we think to ourselves that we are in the moment,
Living it to the fullest,
Bringing forth what no other could have brought..
Boom, that moment literally disappears,
Figuratively hands the flag to the next runner.

We don't do a single thing about it either,
We just let them be the control,
We are the constants,
Never changing, never pulling back, never saying enough is enough.

In the word 'time' the four letters stand for something amazing,
That every, still living, human should know,
'To initiate maximum effort'
That's all time is,
That's the definition of why it exists,
Every moment that you see someone asking about the time or referring to the time, it is for that sole reason.
It has initiated your effort to do what needs to be done in a certain time period given, and it works in such a devious way that, it makes you reach your max, push your hardest, show your limits that there is no limit.

We all run off of this experience in our imaginative thought process.
That whatever we are doing, saying, thinking, feeling, smelling, tasting, and becoming is what is meant to be.
We have created such a large abroad selection of selections.
We are the un-limitless ones.

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I Am Right, Right?

When anger takes the place of fear,
The rational thoughts in reality are irresistibly intolerant, right?

The attempt to not hear the whispering voices,
Makes it so much harder to resist the temptation, right?

When life becomes barricaded with undoables,
To end it all so soon is unthinkable, right?

The obligation to keep on surviving,
Is quite bearable to people, right?

But why, with what state of mind do you have room to process such decisions?

Who are you, to yourself?
Are you so pleased by your own self doing, which therefore you have no regrets? You have no second sort of believing in the different time lines?

I've heard from, and told to, that the most joyful living persons in this floating blue ball of doom, are the ones who have the most acceptance with themselves, the ones who are content and undeniably happy with their self.

They found that pot at the end of the rainbow, they mined deep down to find that special feeling, they found something we all crave, wish for, and should have set as our goal.

They found the Gold.
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We all lie deep into our truths.

What is this life we claim as life well lived?
What makes a well life successfully lived?
Is there a motivation tool we all posses?
Is there something that we all seem to carry on for?

The reasons behind these questions are above my knowledge,
If I was lying, the answers would follow,
But what deep thoughts us humans can have,
Have you ever pondered about that?

I have, I am..
I've became scared,
As to how it will all end,
How everything will become so sudden,
We might see each other,
But are we really looking at are true others?
Is there more to it than just faces?

I was told once to live and lie,
Never was I told to sit and die,
That's all imagination is.

To believe and conceive,
To replenish and astonish,
To dress and impress,
We do it all for who though?

The ones who care not to care about you,
The ones who believe to not believe in you,
They all seem to fight rigorously to not be with you,
To not see what you see,
And act as there own person,
But in the end..

We are who we are, who we use to be, and what we will be,
Because of each other.

I'm only like this because of you,
And all the others who have helped you,
No one can say they have not been nurture raised.

Pathological lying has overcome this society,
Into thinking what may or may not be true.

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Far, Far From Home

When your in so much denial, and you reach that limit to where.. The lies you made everyone believe, turn into truths. Subconsciously some how, you mind fuck yourself, and turn everything white.

The retrospective grooves, become smooth modern day lines.
Your eyes turn blue,
Your feelings stick like glue,
Eventually the ceiling falls from beneath you,
You just stare, gaze, and blaze,
Till this high isn't just a phase,
Its a part of a lifestyle you have made up,
Part of a secondary life you paid for.

Never in these days will you find such a man,
That is honest and promised,
Like myself I'd like to say,
I'd like to make you control the stars,
Bring you forth the heavens,
From poor to riches you see me for what has become and will be done,
Light will be bought,
Anger has been sought,
These fake truths,
The real lies,
They all seem to come together and hypnotise,
To tumble upon such a tangling watch,
You follow that rabbit with the sacred clock,
Into the hole of blanket knots,
We all see each other for what we've got.

Dim these lights,
Brighten these stars,
We can swing for the required par,
Hope for what should not be far.

I hope the shit that goes through your mind Is relentless in your sleep bitch.

R-boz Ali™
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Thanks For The Memories

Life wouldn't feel this real, if all the fake people left from my life.
To all you haters, Thank You. =]
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Scream

Bring forth pain,
As I see it as sane,
Calling me plain,
Psh, find a plane,

Cause your gonna need a flight back,
To reality as I show you this sack,
It'll keep you going higher,
You'll find no way to tire.

Just be careful.
They only sometimes play nice.
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Openings and Closings.

There's sometimes days were the truth doesn't come out,
Some nights even,
For weeks, months, and even years,

We deny the unforgettable,
The undeniable,
We stand in the way of pondering thoughts not predicted,
To see light and life in the same aspect of infidelity.

To forget something so simple,
We make it more complex then understandable,

We drop regrets on things in the future,
And pretend what was in the past is still now.

Do understand this level of training in motion,
Its what the definition of practical is,

Don't let it fool you into being you,
Don't Let it become a part of you,
Just let it go,

As for me, I'm still learning this trail,
You is who I'm just helping.

The key, we all hold it,
We all just can not see it,
Its inside.
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