CyA!

The times that I'm strong are ninety nine percent of my days.
The days I'm weak, are like ninety nine percent of my time.
One day here is a less day there.
Think about what you lost bitch.
Deuches.
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Boom, Tick, Tack, Clap.

Regrets are easy to regret...
After saying one thing, and regretting it is the worst.
And later when you find out how it wasn't all that bad,
Regretting that regret is the worst.
Its when you find out that your unsure in life.
And if it doesn't happen after that,
You still know that you've gone through it and it can come back.
Like a cold.
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Shaukat Hussain Salehani?

You told me, that we would dance.
You winked at me on a regular basis.
You told me, I was a very good kid,
One of the smartest, in the family.

Promising me you at my wedding was right.
Not going through with it, made me fight.
To stay alive, and take another bite.
To survive in this world, with such little light.

I see you, I feel you, I hear you.
Everywhere, I miss you.
I'd give anything to see you wink, just once more at me.
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Merry Christmas.

"You realize what it's worth, when the value of it is completely gone. With that said and done, here's to you, the ones we shun." -R-boz.
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So Far.

From me to you, you to me.
We can love each other till we see.
Whenever we meet,
I will be the first you greet.

Because I am elite.
And I admit defeat, when I think of you.
Which is daily, on a constant stream.
Like when my heart stops and skips beats.

Constant, Distance, I do think of you.
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Lifeeeeeeeee 9.

Why live it, when you can't love in it.
Why see it, when you can't hold it.
For what were worth, let's keep it.
And just learn to use it.
Even if you don't know what it is.
You'll find it soon.
Then it'll never want to leave you again.
Till the day you regret finding it.

Life is like a lady. Find the best of it and, try to never discover the rest of it.
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Thirty Seven Nine

Just Remember, Till This Day You Are Who You Are, Because Of Me. I Made You.

-R-boz Ali
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I will find you, again.

One day ill find you to dine you.
Then bring the motivation to define you.
For all you've put me through,
I hope the same pain you have seen too.

Because you might see me well,
But I sit here and dwell.
Thinking when the face will appear,
Of the true love that had made me disappear.

Destiny, when shall you show up in my incoming calls?
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For Those Numbers Meant The World Was Never Ending.

Dear lord bless us all.

Our hearts in bind.
Or heads divine.
To you we trouble.
For you seek our tumble.
When we bring out our true beauty.
We show it, and hear blustery.
But why must things be so crazy in such a world.
As we see you not, we feel you not.
Love combines, then divides.
And leaves us trembling from behind.
In the thought of the person.
Our hearts beside.
Aching, trying to hide.

Why miss her so much? The one who came and left?
Eleven days after making love.
Does that mean nothing of, to you?
Forgive my weeping lines.
For I have been doing fine.
Till now, I think of the day of prom.
I don't understand how I thought I could.
But now I have to live as should.
Loving the nights, I wish I stood.
In the way of all we would.
As I think and say we, we were good..

379.
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Stabbed, Eleven Days Later

how can one betray
after a brutal delay
eleventh of november
how can I say
that it would've been bolder to nay
rather then betray
for I never asked for more then anything
yet you didn't have to go and take everything
all I can say is you will pay
and I will redeem my heart, piece by piece.
"Nothing gets out alive, without having something die in the process."
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