Thirty Seven Nine

Just Remember, Till This Day You Are Who You Are, Because Of Me. I Made You.

-R-boz Ali
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I will find you, again.

One day ill find you to dine you.
Then bring the motivation to define you.
For all you've put me through,
I hope the same pain you have seen too.

Because you might see me well,
But I sit here and dwell.
Thinking when the face will appear,
Of the true love that had made me disappear.

Destiny, when shall you show up in my incoming calls?
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For Those Numbers Meant The World Was Never Ending.

Dear lord bless us all.

Our hearts in bind.
Or heads divine.
To you we trouble.
For you seek our tumble.
When we bring out our true beauty.
We show it, and hear blustery.
But why must things be so crazy in such a world.
As we see you not, we feel you not.
Love combines, then divides.
And leaves us trembling from behind.
In the thought of the person.
Our hearts beside.
Aching, trying to hide.

Why miss her so much? The one who came and left?
Eleven days after making love.
Does that mean nothing of, to you?
Forgive my weeping lines.
For I have been doing fine.
Till now, I think of the day of prom.
I don't understand how I thought I could.
But now I have to live as should.
Loving the nights, I wish I stood.
In the way of all we would.
As I think and say we, we were good..

379.
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Stabbed, Eleven Days Later

how can one betray
after a brutal delay
eleventh of november
how can I say
that it would've been bolder to nay
rather then betray
for I never asked for more then anything
yet you didn't have to go and take everything
all I can say is you will pay
and I will redeem my heart, piece by piece.
"Nothing gets out alive, without having something die in the process."
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$$$$$

The people who say those kind of things like, "money isn't everything." How wrong can those people be at times?.. Coupons, sales, clearances, and discounts of any sort. Isn't that what people mostly depend on now days? For the most part at least? How many of us can go and pick up more then one thing in a store and just go buy it? Without the worry of your card declining or wallet being empty? Life's hard, so don't say money isn't everything. This world has made money about anything, and now days that's not just something. It's everything.

"Money doesn't change you, it changes the people around you."
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JustTheWayItIs.

Now days all days seem out of place.
As I think and pace,
Why must we all have to taste,
This bitterness of this lonely place?
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Where is everyone in my life..

Life seems quiet.
As breezes riot.
The windy weather.
Make the chimes hit each other.

You tend to see how this may be.
The last chance you will see.
Beyond far sight.
You believe there is more to fight.

Like it has been said before.
This land is beneath more floors.
Beyond any of these doors.
You will see the roars.

Time to light the candle.
As for this life we can celebrate to handle.
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Tik Tok.

Time is not needed.
It is needed to be made.
Time is not hard to be made.
It is stubbornness that fails it.
Truth be told, this is going to kill me.
So make this time and please be kind towards me.
For i have no idea as to what you want from me.
Make the time and see if im worthy.

-R-boz

11/10/2010
1:42:22

Thank You.

When some days, I think about how my day hadn't gone as planned, or as good as I wish it did.
I try to remind myself, about how I should be glad and thankful for where I am in life, and how I even have it this good.
Some people are at this very moment sleeping under bridges, begging others for money, dying as we seek more and become even more greedy.
Life matters, some people, they don't even have that, the freedom to live, cause there dead, and buried.

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"I like your boots." =]

She smiles my way,
And it makes my day.
Eyes glance at me as I stare and lay,
"You are too beautiful", I say.

Flattered as she can be,
I wish she could see.
That me and her,
We are meant to be.

But what are the chances that this will lead,
To anything I wish to my needs.
Forward, backwards, and side to side.
This will be my moment of pride.

Persistence Is The Key. Don't Forget You Is What I Need.

-R-boz
11/08/10
10:32:30 P.M.

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