I'm only a Pawn in this game, aren't I?

Is it fair that your with him?
Is it fair that I'm with you but really not?
Is it fair that I can talk to other girls, but don't want to?
Is it fair that if I did they wouldn't compare to you?

None of it, it hasn't ever even occurred to ponder my noggin possible.

It shows me much reason of why I'm so deep.
The big brown eyes, the perfect smile,
They swallow and distract the underneath into a coma,
Leaving the outer layer Arbaaz distracted and head over heels.

I'm scared, at this very moment, I admit it.
June will come around soon, and I might have a one way trip,
Instead of this highly awaited detour to,
You, and only you.
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1/10 Of Nothing.

"Ill drop you like a dime, remember that. My $0.02 is worth more then you, pathetic." Ali|R-boz
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Break Me.

The name comes up several times compared to mine.
The beating heart stops a while when mentioned.
For all hope seems lost.
Tension rises at a constant.
Who knows where this will bind.
We will bring our love and perception.
It will with one last pause.
As for this world, it will be silent.

-Mr. & Mrs.
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Perception Is The Key. And My Oh My, Are You Shiny.

The way she forsakes me at night,
Kills me in the thought of might.
For he makes her cry at the time of darkness,
And it makes me want to go upon his.

Throat and ungratefulness,
Which I'd be grateful if he'd be fed.
With the knowledge you have me babied with,
As for he needs it before I supply my wits within him.

Babble me from here,
For as I've heard it the last years.
That women aren't worth it most the time,
Unless I claim her to be mine.

Ali|Arbaaz

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Me & Chuck!!

"I Gay It."

Copyrighted!!!
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Be sorrow for the morrow.
And think about this till I have furrows.

Her "Good Mornings" bring me to life.
And the backwards smiles brighten my light.

As for only a few days might have gone by.
Yet she acts as if we never said bye.
From the past life, we had met.
She will only believe Ganesha.

Yet her smiles come from pixels I've seen.
Her voice grows from when she tells me she loves green.
Or further on about how she's immune to caffeine.

Either way or say,

This relationship might grow or fall.
At least I know I can't have it all.

All-Eee|Are-Boz
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You trust me, when I tell you to trust no one?..

The night ends with three,
As the morning begins with glee.
Hopefully these days will pass,
And the memories won't flash.

For these are the guilty pleasures that will last.
Which won't make a difference with who all is fast.
Till death upon us dies,
These angels will always help us revise.

Resurrecting from the ashes of my life.
I will become this demon tonight.
Love me, hate me, and disgust me.
But never, ever trust me.

As for the trust that has passed, it never will last.

Ali|Arbaaz
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Swim With Me.

The smell of the chlorine lingering on my fingers.
Gave me the feel of flashbacks when hugging you.
Tickling the inside of me, giving me the side of greif.
Wasting the time felt illiterately.

As apposed to being fluent in this language.
Which had taken over in that period of 18 of the 4 twenty-four 7's.
Giving me knowledge of a lost and found.
Which led to a missing piece in this life of mine.

I am taking a break on trying to find anyone,
Cause it's impossible to out-do you,
This world circles around me now, rather then when I circled around you,
And we had our own little world.

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