Broken promises; Lying there.

The moment when you believe your flaws are not important,
That same moment is believed to bring bad luck.
To have the people live and judge,
To be that kind of a human, you must not have heart.
You must be invincible, indefinable, and illusive.

You must be stronger for them,
Feel sorry for them,
And pray for them, only them.

As they are self conscious,
And they are shady.

This extra year, just shows how much more there is for everyone.
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CEO has a "date"

All of this is just hitting me at once, every blow, every throw, I feel it burning me so festively. As if my fuse was lit 18 years ago on Jan 20th.
The time is now where it reaches that end where all the potential in life has smoked it self away, where you wanna fight but you can't.. This is when the lights dim and the fireworks begin. Don't be surprised when you see this never end. -RSA
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Testing The Waters.

"Is there really a limit on how much you can provoke the fire, until you make it spread across the world and burn down everything within seconds?"

-RSA
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Fist Up; Head High

The hatred that follows,
We can not swallow.

As for it brings us to the depth of our sides,
Good or bad, it will make you hide.

Think of a time for misery,
This makes it look pleasantly.

I swear to you on this oath you will,
Choke.
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Giving A Thanks.

We people, find a flaw in our wretched lives
and fold like a bad hand.

Even with a full house.

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Chances Given.

One day, these days will haunt you. You will clearly remember it. The only question you'll have is the one for yourself, "Why did I do that, to him?" It'll stay unanswered; The regrets will fill your Karma pond, and you will drown. -Arbaaz Ali.
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The Dream, That I Lived.

I woke up, and I really wasn't up. I was still dreaming, that I had awaken next to such an incredible beauty. Put upon this earth, the way it had such a subtle peace embedded in its still laying self. Made chills come up in areas were I hadn't seen to even imagine. I stared at this beauty for a while, hours passed. The sun had rose at one point. And I woke up.. For real this time though. Thinking, "there isn't a single way I could ever forget or even give up on, when it came down to this beauty." I don't think I've ever missed someone as much as I have missed this beauty. The whole story might not even make sense to you, but its something that I had to tell you. I really like you, and I doubt I could live with myself I didn't tell you; Your a one of a kind, your.. Beauty-Ful. A guy will come to loving you, and him having you to love him back will make him the luckiest guy alive. I wish every night that, one day will end up being as to be so lucky.
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Trick or Treat.

Trick or Treat,
I am Elite.

Bring me fear,
To my feet.

I will scare,
And see you beat.

Muahahahahaha.
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Silly Girl

You look beautiful day or night, gorgeous in the light. God gave me sight, to see you right. You look beautiful day or night. :)
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ForEver have my Hart.

Silly girl, can't you see your my pearl?

On a magical journey, I can see why you worry.

Yet I'm here, and will always be near.

Come with me, just hurry.
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The Happy Ending; deceased.

This creature that lives inside,
I want to take it and break it,
Make it feel the whining,
The screaming,
Agonizing death emotion.

As I will never succeed,
Its as awful to try and imagine,
Ripping the soul out,
Like she did.

Burying him in a ruthless battle,
Where all is not for one,
Yet one is for all.

I will keep fighting, till death takes me.
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Forever Seek Never.

The lovely month of Oct,
Sings to me like a plot.
A plan of agony,
A serious trend of staggering.

I see it for what its got.
A truthful ending,
Playful with a knot.
You'll find it to see what I'm not.

Trembling inside,
I hope to see change,
For the risk we seek,
Is here, with fair game.

Let it begin.
Let it avenge.

I'm here to roam the stage.
Never to be bothered by this holy sage.

Let's start, and flip the page.
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Gamble it away.

The days that you miss someone,
You wish you hadn't.

The memories that you glimpse of,
You wish you couldn't.

The words that you say forth,
You wish you wouldn't.

But because you did,
You have to sit here and bid,
On your life,
With that one chip left,

All or nothing.
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Black and White; Snow.

Fierce lightening,
Bring us into thinking,
How much we've been fighting,
Then still, how are we sinking?

We all seek the inspiration needed,
As we are folded in a blind,
We see each other and pleaded,
No one here now can we let stay behind.

We think that this is all forever,
But in reality you will be here, never.
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Tiny Feet, Tiny Hands. Eshaal Iqbal.

As the race against time made me find myself in line,
I stayed close behind, as I had only you in mind.

Arriving at the destination,
You found me in frustration,

Waiting another 5 hours to hear you whine,
I said to myself: "its okay, it will be fine."

As I hear the words of joyful jumping,
I hear grandmas heart pumping.

She came to get me in a rush,
I was awake before she even touched.

You were passed in to this world,
Oxygen came to be your pearl.

Forever young you will see to me,
As I held you for the first time clear as can be.

The moment never passed,
And is still with me at last.

I love you dearly,
And I will always have you near me.

-Your Mamu.

|September|14|2011|6:00|a|m|

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Floating This Wave.

Stable, the word brings me aside,
Feeling; to be arrived.
Fable, the story of this life,
Seeing; it being deprived.

Bring me forth with this freedom,
I promise to follow ahead and lead 'em,
Though i never thought to see,
I'm here feeling this debris.

The world starts to slander,
All you feel is a bit too planted,
At that time granted,
You mostly ponder:

"What this world is slow, but by far how slow is slower, the night is day, the sight is like when i lay, opposite, upside, bring me forth dear God. What has happen in this period on time?"

The night is day,
The tree is an animal,

All you are left, is as air.

Tired.

These moon lit skies,
Wake me up as I fly.

The humid days,
Bring me haze.

Keep me strong,
And I will do no wrong.
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L-O-V-E

"Love is a word you say to a girl,
It doesn't mean shit unless she's worth the world"

-David Mohler
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So Tan.

I was stupid and let her go,
Saw her here for a final blow,
To my heart I wish I hadn't,
But in my heart I felt that passion.

The scent of her,
Made me melt and slur,
My words, I found them to be a blur,
As I dazed into those beautiful eyes.

This feeling of her and I,
Bring me from a work of bind.
Releasing the stress,
When I try and impress.

I tell you now, she's gone and won't be found.
I sit here in distress.
379, I will never forget.
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Casual Friends

The sweet time we meet,
It follows us from beneath.

Casual friends hanging out,
I'm told were not allowed as to see making out.

The thoughts your actually engaging in,
Are the masks of you hazing in.

See the lightening, bring the sight seeing,
Tell me more about the love theory, show me more on how I'm leery.

I told you once, I saw it twice, ill say it once again, as I'm nice.
Your eyes are pretty,
And you make me feel witty.

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Asylum 2011

That mood we had set,
Led to no regrets.

Your beauty is Undefinable,
You can't hold me Liable.

We kissed and were set in bliss,
My eyes never closed,
Yours went into a fold.
The touch of your neck,
Denied me to forget..

This moment in life,
When we finally met.

I will not forget.
That mood we had set.

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Ill say it once more.

"The present is the future and the past is what couldn't last."

-R-boz.
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Indestructible.

The night is old,
And were young.

We live today,
Ill show you the way.

Find me in the dark,
Well play and arc.

Together making it in this world,
We dream and find our gold.

We feel and side and fold.

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Tattoos and Piercing's.

Every time I say this,
To this day I betray it.
I teach and preach it,
To make sure everyone reaches it,
But never do I handle it and leash it.

Killing it will do,
As I will see it through.
Pass the remarks,
Pass the laughter,
We all sit here and relinquish after.

Regretting what we regretted,
And feeling as we did it.

Hope is key,
Being nice seems to exceed.

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Where You Belong.

I glare at the upside,
As you sit toward the downside.

The dosage you take,
Is nearly a percent of the hate,
Ill see and wait,
But surely you will close the gate.

Heaven and hell will bring define,
And you will wonder why.

You will ponder and sigh,
Thinking how, what if he died.

Bringing forth the prayers at the grave,
You will sit and place your hands as my slave,
My burial ground, casket, and face.

Is what you will have to feel,
To put you in you down, in your place.
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This Night.

Am I the only one at fault to notice,
That when romance takes its place,
The talking turns to whispers,
And the motionless time turns back.

Everything and anything you say doesn't matter,
And when you do the wrong,
Your never at fault,
You never stop and halt.

You bring life back from reality,
Bring that light out of me,
Forming a quiet pattern,
You mold into each other as one, as Saturn.
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Life Never Ending.

Ever heard of the day and place?
They seem to betray ones face.

Second to minute,
Hour to day,
Find that way,
You'll show it in several says.

Talk to show,
Look to hear,
Eat to see.

All consistent of one last finale.
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You First..

I show my side to you,
I felt this bind us two.

As a day goes on,
A reply goes wrong.

Where did she go?

I must know,
I must take it slow.

This game of wait,
I seem to hate.

Text me now,
I wait this late.

This is faith?
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What am I suppose to do?

Your compatible mind,
Makes me blind,
Forsaking our bind.

It brings fourth a line,
That no one can pass,
No one can touch,
Only God is to trust.

I seek for the time,
And strongly get declined.

For what I'm doing wrong,
I have no clue.

I think about us together,
It brings me to this virtue.

Tell me God, what am I suppose to do?
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Short & Sweet.

For i have sunk,
In these battle fields,

I thump.

Up and down,
Dead and found,

I lump.

Like a winery,
I feel the irony,

See that side of me,
It's the only one you'll find of me.

I find the reason to be shady,
For friends we will ever be,

Today, now, you will forever see,
You will see, Lady.

These Lightening Days.

It's the moments that take a while, that last the longest.



-Arbaaz|Ali

The Feel.

This day, here, now,
On this earth,
I feel the pain,
I feel the need,
To be sane.

I see the nerves,
I see the birds,
I see everything,
I see the world.

I find the lane,
I drive with vain,
I cry it to the grave.

Dont let it hurt,
It will be okay,
I promise man,
Life is way more then just that,
You will find a way,
We will find a way.

.Arbaaz|Ali|Ali.

Caring is not in this dictionary.

Every time I compose,
I seem to pose.
A face, a lie, a mask.
Finding myself is at least,
The way we go, the way I speak.
The way to treat,
I've become a beast.

I've became impure,
Unsure, and infused.
In this life, it was your fault.
My heart was on the line.
Not my find,
But your loss.

Your finding it and I'm signing it,
I hate the feeling, then I saw.
I say I may, have became a slave.
But who's to know,
What will be reasoned,
With you in this life,
Caring is useless cause ill find it on my own,

I really fucked it up this,
Didn't I my dear?
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You make me feel..

Fired from inside,
Cold felt outside.

Tell me why this might hurt,
When I am told to flirt.

Finding out that maybe you'll be mine,
Is worth more then just my time.

Its the eternity in my shallow halls,
The misery that follows us all.

I bring forth thee,
That she may somehow see,
I will be me, here, now, free.
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The Musical Review.

The glitter in your eyes,
It makes me wanna fly.
Forever deep inside the black hole,
I will trust to keep you here, back at home.

The way you dance and smile,
Makes me stand and wait a while.
Listening to your beautiful voice,
Wanting me to make bonds like two joints.

Classical ways to find and daze,
You are the expert in many ways.

I asked thee a question from me.
And found out what had have to be.

A little crush might go a long way.
Well see.
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Just ask.

Yes my life consists of just that.. Just that. No ones looking, no one cares, and if they do, you shouldn't. Cause the worst has been passed. Yet you find yourself in such a traitorous bind. And in the end, you will ask and they will answer. No matter the answer, this life still moves, still breathes. Which means nothing. Nothing. R-boz|Ali.
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My Biggest Fear.

The ones who's success is built over others distress,
Is far from what I fear.

Far from what they see here,
And there, and far from any misled dare.

I fear from the truth,
From what may be a flux root.
Of life and time,
A game constantly chimed.

Amusing as it may seem,
I feel this in my spleen.

All day,
In every say.
I fear the growth of myself,
And every single thing I touch, it melts.

-Arbaaz Ali.
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Today And Tomorrow. Nightly Sorrows.

I'm here, today, now,
Clear, free and ready to be.

The best of my potential,
And for the rest of my life.

I see the moon lit sky,
With the full bright stars.

By its side from night to night,
I wonder how or why this just might.

Be the way It is,
Every night.

The sun brings me here today,
And forever shockingly takes my breath away.

As every man made thing,
Puts depreciation on a God brought mold.

Were still here in this Long|Lost world.
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This May.

It's the first of May,
And i'm here to stay.

I'll tell you today,
I sit and pray.

This world is going out,
And i want to play.

This game i made,
It's as easy as getting laid.

Bring me fear,
Or see me dear.

I cannot say i wished to see this day,
When i go ahead and say----Goodbye for the rest of our Mays.


-Arbaazali Ali.

Ruthless|Furious|&|Hindering.

I wonder what's gonna happen when this is all gone.
When this world loses all levity.
Gradually it will become an instance of ending,
A second of chance.
Finding the source of all livelihood,
And crushing it in the matter of piling wood.
Across a inviolable lake,
I will make sure to take,
You and me into this journey,
For forevers sake.

Amongst lust, I will tell you and me,
No one will wonder why or ask for the sea.
As I exceed the limitations that I tend to need,
I ask you once more, hold me tenderly.

I've been squeezed and abandoned.
It is how.. It has landed.

Ruthless|Furious|&|Hindering.

But who ever said it wouldn't be,
Unworthy to either you or me.

Find me and Ill see if I can... If I can make you a Human Being.
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And no, no. Fuck both of yall. Whore.

The way you treated me was wrong,
I complied with my left over love to think it was right.
Yet my life is not useless as yours is,
Go date the gnome and I will be living here as I do.

Cause this world is nothing but ignorance,
When you find yourself, the one I knew before,
Well, even then don't talk to me.
Because I am new, redone, and innovated,
And won't go back to the selfish past.
As I knew this would be like its been done.
Find someone else and try to make them dumb.

Funny as I knew no being as to be as you,
Forfeiting yet ruthless,
Time is being wasted as I have the life I am in to live.
You on the other hand can go look at what had been and cry.
Forever, and ever, Die.

Good Morning and Good Bye.
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8 Hour Delay. One Way Trip To Arkansas, June.

I will go on about this heartbreak, for a minute or so.
Then cover it up and feel it for a century.

As always, "I told you so" is on everyone's mind.

Love the way this hurts.

KC. RIP Ours </3.

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Initials B.R.

You know when you get so close to someone and end up helping them get with someone else,
and the idea of them even liking you just goes straight over your head,
and then when you find out that idea was the reason they kept asking you for help,
then you find out so far along in the time line of your life,
and you hate your stupidity?

Yeah, True Story.

Good one Arbaaz.
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Remember

"The ones who kiss with their eyes open, are immune to fear."

Ali|Arbaaz
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Remember?

"The ones who kiss with there eyes open, are immune to fear."

Ali|Arbaaz
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6:03 AM

I died, at this time. Today.
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Show Yourself.

How is the worst of people have the best of life,
As if they almost own this world and all the lives in it.

Taking music artist in particular at one point,
Your rich and I get it,
Yet you get richer bragging about it in your music about how rich you are?

That's pathetic, and genuinely ignorant.
But I guess, life just ends up working that way,
Since it works for them now,
I'm guessing if there is a God it'll work for us some how, some way, some day, right?
Us, as in people like me, who have nothing better to do then complain.

Or am I just day dreaming a million light years from now?
Cause I can fly when this happens in my mind,
But well see soon enough,
As the definition of soon is 80 years or less,
By then, my ass will be in a cradle in the earth,
If it doesn't happen by then,
I lived right God? And that should be enough for me.
I know that's how you think. That's how everyone you have made, and put on this earth is meant to think, am I right?

Cause if I'm not, make me fly. You won't regret it.

Thanks, that is if your out there.

|Sincerely Mr. Ali|
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I'm only a Pawn in this game, aren't I?

Is it fair that your with him?
Is it fair that I'm with you but really not?
Is it fair that I can talk to other girls, but don't want to?
Is it fair that if I did they wouldn't compare to you?

None of it, it hasn't ever even occurred to ponder my noggin possible.

It shows me much reason of why I'm so deep.
The big brown eyes, the perfect smile,
They swallow and distract the underneath into a coma,
Leaving the outer layer Arbaaz distracted and head over heels.

I'm scared, at this very moment, I admit it.
June will come around soon, and I might have a one way trip,
Instead of this highly awaited detour to,
You, and only you.
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1/10 Of Nothing.

"Ill drop you like a dime, remember that. My $0.02 is worth more then you, pathetic." Ali|R-boz
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Break Me.

The name comes up several times compared to mine.
The beating heart stops a while when mentioned.
For all hope seems lost.
Tension rises at a constant.
Who knows where this will bind.
We will bring our love and perception.
It will with one last pause.
As for this world, it will be silent.

-Mr. & Mrs.
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Perception Is The Key. And My Oh My, Are You Shiny.

The way she forsakes me at night,
Kills me in the thought of might.
For he makes her cry at the time of darkness,
And it makes me want to go upon his.

Throat and ungratefulness,
Which I'd be grateful if he'd be fed.
With the knowledge you have me babied with,
As for he needs it before I supply my wits within him.

Babble me from here,
For as I've heard it the last years.
That women aren't worth it most the time,
Unless I claim her to be mine.

Ali|Arbaaz

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Me & Chuck!!

"I Gay It."

Copyrighted!!!
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(:

Be sorrow for the morrow.
And think about this till I have furrows.

Her "Good Mornings" bring me to life.
And the backwards smiles brighten my light.

As for only a few days might have gone by.
Yet she acts as if we never said bye.
From the past life, we had met.
She will only believe Ganesha.

Yet her smiles come from pixels I've seen.
Her voice grows from when she tells me she loves green.
Or further on about how she's immune to caffeine.

Either way or say,

This relationship might grow or fall.
At least I know I can't have it all.

All-Eee|Are-Boz
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You trust me, when I tell you to trust no one?..

The night ends with three,
As the morning begins with glee.
Hopefully these days will pass,
And the memories won't flash.

For these are the guilty pleasures that will last.
Which won't make a difference with who all is fast.
Till death upon us dies,
These angels will always help us revise.

Resurrecting from the ashes of my life.
I will become this demon tonight.
Love me, hate me, and disgust me.
But never, ever trust me.

As for the trust that has passed, it never will last.

Ali|Arbaaz
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Swim With Me.

The smell of the chlorine lingering on my fingers.
Gave me the feel of flashbacks when hugging you.
Tickling the inside of me, giving me the side of greif.
Wasting the time felt illiterately.

As apposed to being fluent in this language.
Which had taken over in that period of 18 of the 4 twenty-four 7's.
Giving me knowledge of a lost and found.
Which led to a missing piece in this life of mine.

I am taking a break on trying to find anyone,
Cause it's impossible to out-do you,
This world circles around me now, rather then when I circled around you,
And we had our own little world.

Posted from my iPad.

There's no You in Unicorn.

Life is this game we constantly raise our bets in.
Thinking that if we play for high stakes, well win big.
Well go home with the prize, when most of us don't realize it.
But it doesn't work that way, you can't keep a poker face straight through life.

It's impossible, and when you even try, you skip the main course.
Life. It's filled with nothing more than repetition.
Nature repeats, so does a humans actions.
No matter how severe they might be. They reopen the same doors.

People die everyday, new ones come to life at the same moment.
What does that tell you about anything?
Nothing, absolutely nothing.
It shows how useless you are to this world.

Just don't waste your time living thinking you should be someone important, when everyone, including yourself, is selfish and uses everyone around them as needed. Not because they want to, but because right from wrong doesn't make sense. Because right could be left and left could be up. As skies ponder upon us, we might be their stars. Suck up the regrets and create an animal inside of yourself.

Ali|ArbaazAli
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Follow me into this darkness, as we can be Spendless.

When time is done.
You people will shun.
Against the rattle.
You will paddle.

Hard and long.
You'll fiddle and fond.
Thinking about what might have dawned.
On our relationship and bond.

Why to let go at a certain time as now.
Who to let know at a moment when I find my frau.
You'll be regretting the time when you had said goodbye.
Ill be pondering as to if I had said no, why?

But life accelerates and we penetrate,
Thru all these lies, and goodbyes.
Think about when we always sigh,
It'll be your last when you die.

Ali|Arbaaz
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Even Brighter Than The Moon.

You'll reach me, when everyone has left.
Realizing how devious you thought you were.
Feeling right in your own sick way.
When in the end, you'll be on your knees.
Crawling, asking for me to just look at you.
And life as you know it will shatter,
Mine? It'll burst, like a firework.

Good luck.
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One Time.

"Life happens once, so live it as many times as possible."

Ali|Arbaaz
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The Sound Under The Radio

This memory of you will last a million pictures..
It will be the rest of the time that life is alive..
It will bring the death of my blood..
The sound of the demon..
The eyes of the priest..
The inch water deep..
My sound in a leap..
Think about me, in belief..
Every and any other cliches that have been set..
This world will end.. With just them in mind..
But not me..

You will be buried right next to me dear, that's my mind set.

Could you hold me tighter?..
All You Wanted..

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01/20/2011 Break Time At Work.

You think about these days,
They fly by you in so many ways.
Fast as lighting strikes,
You think to yourself as you just might.

Find electricity in this new freedom,
Find a new section and it will lead em.
Yet you know how it will end,
Like any other day you will pay these amends.

Just step by step you find it easier to bend,
These rules, the regulations, the evaluations.

And finally one day you will understand why you should defend. Love/Hate. It all comes while we wait, years and years.

Happy Birthday To Me.. ¤
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Yes. Semester #2.

"Failure, is the key to success." -Common Sense.
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One Upon A Time..

The night we came together.
Light shined with the bad weather.
No hope was patched in the same sentence as life.
Yet you seemed to make it work for us in the night.

The moon shined down towards us.
And I fell in love with lust.
But we thought we'd ever trust.
Together we always thought we must.

But today, here, now, it lies beneath us.
So why don't we just let everything go, that was between us.
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Today, Now, Here, How?

Couple Years From Now. You Wait. A New Beginning, An Interesting Ending.. This Life Will Still Be Bending. -R-boz
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CyA!

The times that I'm strong are ninety nine percent of my days.
The days I'm weak, are like ninety nine percent of my time.
One day here is a less day there.
Think about what you lost bitch.
Deuches.
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Boom, Tick, Tack, Clap.

Regrets are easy to regret...
After saying one thing, and regretting it is the worst.
And later when you find out how it wasn't all that bad,
Regretting that regret is the worst.
Its when you find out that your unsure in life.
And if it doesn't happen after that,
You still know that you've gone through it and it can come back.
Like a cold.
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