Shaukat Hussain Salehani?

You told me, that we would dance.
You winked at me on a regular basis.
You told me, I was a very good kid,
One of the smartest, in the family.

Promising me you at my wedding was right.
Not going through with it, made me fight.
To stay alive, and take another bite.
To survive in this world, with such little light.

I see you, I feel you, I hear you.
Everywhere, I miss you.
I'd give anything to see you wink, just once more at me.
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Merry Christmas.

"You realize what it's worth, when the value of it is completely gone. With that said and done, here's to you, the ones we shun." -R-boz.
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So Far.

From me to you, you to me.
We can love each other till we see.
Whenever we meet,
I will be the first you greet.

Because I am elite.
And I admit defeat, when I think of you.
Which is daily, on a constant stream.
Like when my heart stops and skips beats.

Constant, Distance, I do think of you.
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Lifeeeeeeeee 9.

Why live it, when you can't love in it.
Why see it, when you can't hold it.
For what were worth, let's keep it.
And just learn to use it.
Even if you don't know what it is.
You'll find it soon.
Then it'll never want to leave you again.
Till the day you regret finding it.

Life is like a lady. Find the best of it and, try to never discover the rest of it.
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Thirty Seven Nine

Just Remember, Till This Day You Are Who You Are, Because Of Me. I Made You.

-R-boz Ali
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I will find you, again.

One day ill find you to dine you.
Then bring the motivation to define you.
For all you've put me through,
I hope the same pain you have seen too.

Because you might see me well,
But I sit here and dwell.
Thinking when the face will appear,
Of the true love that had made me disappear.

Destiny, when shall you show up in my incoming calls?
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For Those Numbers Meant The World Was Never Ending.

Dear lord bless us all.

Our hearts in bind.
Or heads divine.
To you we trouble.
For you seek our tumble.
When we bring out our true beauty.
We show it, and hear blustery.
But why must things be so crazy in such a world.
As we see you not, we feel you not.
Love combines, then divides.
And leaves us trembling from behind.
In the thought of the person.
Our hearts beside.
Aching, trying to hide.

Why miss her so much? The one who came and left?
Eleven days after making love.
Does that mean nothing of, to you?
Forgive my weeping lines.
For I have been doing fine.
Till now, I think of the day of prom.
I don't understand how I thought I could.
But now I have to live as should.
Loving the nights, I wish I stood.
In the way of all we would.
As I think and say we, we were good..

379.
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Stabbed, Eleven Days Later

how can one betray
after a brutal delay
eleventh of november
how can I say
that it would've been bolder to nay
rather then betray
for I never asked for more then anything
yet you didn't have to go and take everything
all I can say is you will pay
and I will redeem my heart, piece by piece.
"Nothing gets out alive, without having something die in the process."
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$$$$$

The people who say those kind of things like, "money isn't everything." How wrong can those people be at times?.. Coupons, sales, clearances, and discounts of any sort. Isn't that what people mostly depend on now days? For the most part at least? How many of us can go and pick up more then one thing in a store and just go buy it? Without the worry of your card declining or wallet being empty? Life's hard, so don't say money isn't everything. This world has made money about anything, and now days that's not just something. It's everything.

"Money doesn't change you, it changes the people around you."
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JustTheWayItIs.

Now days all days seem out of place.
As I think and pace,
Why must we all have to taste,
This bitterness of this lonely place?
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Where is everyone in my life..

Life seems quiet.
As breezes riot.
The windy weather.
Make the chimes hit each other.

You tend to see how this may be.
The last chance you will see.
Beyond far sight.
You believe there is more to fight.

Like it has been said before.
This land is beneath more floors.
Beyond any of these doors.
You will see the roars.

Time to light the candle.
As for this life we can celebrate to handle.
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Tik Tok.

Time is not needed.
It is needed to be made.
Time is not hard to be made.
It is stubbornness that fails it.
Truth be told, this is going to kill me.
So make this time and please be kind towards me.
For i have no idea as to what you want from me.
Make the time and see if im worthy.

-R-boz

11/10/2010
1:42:22

Thank You.

When some days, I think about how my day hadn't gone as planned, or as good as I wish it did.
I try to remind myself, about how I should be glad and thankful for where I am in life, and how I even have it this good.
Some people are at this very moment sleeping under bridges, begging others for money, dying as we seek more and become even more greedy.
Life matters, some people, they don't even have that, the freedom to live, cause there dead, and buried.

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"I like your boots." =]

She smiles my way,
And it makes my day.
Eyes glance at me as I stare and lay,
"You are too beautiful", I say.

Flattered as she can be,
I wish she could see.
That me and her,
We are meant to be.

But what are the chances that this will lead,
To anything I wish to my needs.
Forward, backwards, and side to side.
This will be my moment of pride.

Persistence Is The Key. Don't Forget You Is What I Need.

-R-boz
11/08/10
10:32:30 P.M.

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Re-Erased.

She looked at me, I find it hard to believe.
I thought to my self, for a second I can succeed.
As sketchy as she seems, I'd like to disbelieve.
Distrust is make-believe and for us its without belief.
I can't compete, I can't be eased, by this pain I feel.
I feel.. Deceased.
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Irresistible..

It is not that God made all women Beautiful. It is that he has showed and programmed it in our heart, mind, and soul(s) that women are the most pulchritudinous creatures on this earth, and how this fact is unalterable till the worlds end. -Arbaaz Ali.
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Fighting this.

This world is selfish and self-fulfilling.
Nothing goes the way you want it to.
When it does, failure is followed.
And disappointment is following.
The day your ways go about needed.
Will be then you have succeeded.
Ignorance and pain, are just words.
But the feeling of them is like a train.
Hitting you far beyond sight.
Thinking who and why did I smite?
Living the expectations are far in the light.
The light you will see soon when this world just might.
This world.. Just might...
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Love of my Life.

Pearl whiteness just gleaming through the streets.
Weaving through lanes, no complains.
Life passing through with no cares.
Windows down, noise up.
Ill tell you what's up.
My baby, is a must, with that perfect amount of lust.

Eva.
February 15th, 2010.
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Allah, you are there right?..

"The holiness God has created and given us, compares to the sacrifices we have made, are making, and will make through out this difficult life of ours. In order to get through this part, God has also given us strength and courage, and for that I am grateful for. Amean." -R-boz
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Million faces.

When this world changes and this past is gone.
You all will regret taking me for granted.
As for in this future I am no longer a little fawn.
I have grown to become strong.
And seen by many others who knew you were wrong.
Incorrect as for seeing me as nobody.
Shown with no dignity as to just peering at me.
But soon enough your time will come.
And with a million faces your friends will shun.
Lifeless, Faithless, and Friendless.
And I will wish you luck.
As for I am no way near you, I am awestruck.
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Kayla, I miss you.

Where are all the understanding women God?.. Show me the direction, as for I have put my faith in you for the first time in a while. And promise to do so, no matter what you put me thru. Cause in this world, on this day, in this moment, and at this time in my life I have you left. And nothing else. Help me get past this heartache, cause I am still missing her. How much longer do I have to put up this front God?...
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First day of work.

"Accomplishment is the way to go.
Suicide is the way you blow.
Think about this, you and your foe.
Side by side, fighting about who should go.
Does he know, that your purpose in life is to glow?
He should know, and you should show."

-R-boz Ali

Connection, a big deal.

"It's not about how you think. But the way you feel, and sync. Together, how we link." -R-boz.
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Cuddle Buddy.

Fingers touch.
as our Bodies lust.
feeling as if it's our First.
without having to do what we Must.
this will Strain all men.
as for I am Proving to her.
that we can Talk not just with our Dicks.
but Care and Talk with our Hearts.
for Relationships will be at the End of the Road.
and I am at it, the Stop Light which Never Turns Green.

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On & On..

its like me having two Swords, and I'm Crossing them, right in Front of everything I am standing for. Walls back up, no ones getting in this time. -R-boz.
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Wishing star?..

The past you shared.
The future we paired.
Tomorrow is scared.
As together we'll be prepared.
And together we seem to dare.
Together we seem.. Fair.
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What I'd want. At last.

The want to touch.
The want to kiss.
The want of every part of you in my arms.
Is priceless and alarmed.
Trying to devour the moments we had.
Feels like a gourmet dish trying to be bad.
Its impossible. And unlawful.
Oh what I'd do if I could have that back.
Hold on tight and let it last..
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Gentle To The Punch.

Touch as if the feeling is gifted.
As if when you do, your just lifted.
Worry later, for they will bury us my neighbor.
They will spit on our dignity and stomp on our labor.
Tell me is that what you want to remember neighbor?
Is that what you think we can take for one table, one chance, with the fifty/fifty glance?
That's not what I came for, I am able.
Able to wake, take, and shake.
This is what I will fake, my career and date.
That one date which made this all bake.
See that date my neighbor?
For as this cake is soon to be my prize.
And our future will come to a rise.
Don't worry I will be wise.
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let it go, let it be, let it see.

as the Night is Dark, the Day is Art.
Sun Set, to Sun Rise.
you Think to yourself "what I did, was it Wise?"
was It what you Always had in Mind?
was it Planned as It was Decide?
Besides the Fact that It was Tied.
it was Knotted and I did it.
I did It, with Pride.

-.Thursday, August - 24th. 2010.-
Midnight.
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TYT..

Tomorrow might be there or not. Yesterday was where I said that. But Today is what I live by. -R-boz Ali
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Knowing Love.

Love is just a word. No action required. Love is abided by people who know nothing of rules, nothing of the law, nothing of the future. Just the knowing of the present, and how to live it. Amen. -R-boz Ali

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"The way this life is lived, the way we live it. Its just a concept, an idea, no ones knows exactly." -Arbaaz Ali.

Depression is whats on my mind. HBY?

The fact that the quote "a hole so small can feel so big", can sound dirty and depressing at the same time amazes me.

Who, What, Where, When, Why? How...?

"The way you look at things is the way you perceive them. How and when to react. Who and what to do. How to do. Where, and most importantly Why. Why we do these things is beyond my knowledge, Why any of us do the things we do, Why regret is attached to everything we do. Anywhere... Anytime, in any Light." -R-boz Ali

nO bETTER tHEN tHE cROWD oF nOTRE dAME.

the fact that this world stands still when help is needed.
kills me.
how people watch others being hurt physically and emotionally.
how us humans conceive both these powers.
why care so much about someone who will hurt you,
constantly?

What If..

You know, life amuses me. The way God controls this world. How easily one thing, can effect millions. How the color blue, is blue. How people mate, how this world revolves. How the thing that keeps us on the ground, we named gravity. What if God doesn't call it that? What if, everything our religion tells us to do, is completely the opposite of what were sent and put on this earth to do. What if?...

I

The skIes look down on me.

As I thInk where am I goIng In thIs lIfe of mIne? How am I gettIng there?
And what wIll the outcome be?
WIll I lIve It to the fullest potentIal?
WIll my dreams come true?
WIll my goals be accomplIshed?

As I fear none of these wIll go forth, I stIll belIeve. And can only hope, that thIs world wIll accept me and my ways.

For I am forever Arbaaz SadruddIn AlI.
And I wIll conquer every obstacle that comes In my way, everyday.

Removed?...

The way you deny me in every way.
You astound me till this day.
Why not tell me to stay?
Why not give me a reason or a say?

Life..

This life here is as we've begun.
This life will fear as we're done.
Think of this as more than love, think of this as we're young.
Your beauty reflects the mirrors and shuns, my luck with you has not begun.
Why has it not begun?..

Mirage...

from a Distance your a Daze.
from up close you Amaze.
think about our Days, how we Wondered and Gazed.
looking past Each Other, we seem to Amaze.
one Another.
only Once are you in this Phase.

Water Drops.

The tears dropped from these Eyes
Look as if there worth a million Skies.
Seeing the reflection of ones Eyes these are the Tears I have Cried.

Day & Night.

.In God We Trust.
.In The Devil We Lust.

No Im Not Mad... -.-...

The way you walk, the way you talk.
The way you roll your eyes, the way you slowly pass by.
All that gone, with a single saying, pass it on.
Pass the pipe, as we don't think twice.

Arrr! Matey!!

From day to day.
.Time to time
We think about it.
.As pirates fly.

Not Caring to Even Care Anymore...

The lives of the weak. 
Sit upon this seat. 
Today, here, now in defeat.

Not my Mistake. Not Mine...

Attention is a death wish. As far as we see. 
Ones mind is resorted to the attention they get from another. 
But once they start ignoring it. It becomes immune, and anger and immaturity kicks in. 
Lateral ways, constantly. 
Than regret comes in when the truth is spilled. 
If one is to listen to the attention before assumption begins.

Think about it, grow up, and when you listen. You'll see.

Think Forever is Soulless?

Latest laughs, come and bash.
Along a wave, we soon will pave.
For our names belong beneath us now.
Come forth and seek us out.

A tragedy will hold us a path above.
Don't be too quick to go and judge.

"Why do you Cry every night?"

To be a forsaker, and undertake her.
I cannot live, and date her.
My life will move on as the feelings I have will never fall.
Far we will come hopefully we will never be done.
But for now let it be done, let be finished, and let it be shunned.
For as we are all, shunned.
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A different burial..

The riches inside us all, bury us far.
Leaving no room, for any of us at all.
Thinking quite hard, past the deep sea to see us all.
Oh god, bury me far.
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World, I'm here.

I have thought and pondered.
Deciding today, Wednesday, the Seventeenth, of March.
I want to put my name out. I want my name to put me out.
I want me to be the person, who no one questions and thinks twice about.
I want to be known, to be remembered and never forgotten.
I want to fly the skies, and make planes for the skies.
I want people to ask me for things I have wanted to ask for.
I want to change the world, and better the human race.
I want to be The Most Interesting Man on this Earth.
I want to be.. And want the world to know I am...
Arbaazali Sadruddin Ali.
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Hanging in there...

"The nights feelings are in the day peeling.
While we wait here and think, how is he healing."

Well world... I'm hanging in and doing my best thanks for your concern. -R-boz Ali
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My surgery.

Well away I'm scared to pray.
To find God, to find a way.
Think of this as my message, you may.
Please, just don't take me away.
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What do you have?..

Essential needs in life...
People that have them, they don't know they do.
People who want them, stagger across the world to get them.
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Kayla Lynn You Are A Work Of Art...

The time being, accentuates and passes.
As the world seeing, finds us as under classes.
Breaking the fields together.
You find that you can not betray each other.
For as one might see this as a lifeless bond.
I see it as where I belong.
Together we form an art
Together forever, we will not part.

1 Year. Accomplished.
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Yes You..

The moons a light.
My baby's bright.
This is right.
I need you tonight.

-R-boz
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The World Is Round.

The moon lighting the sky,
The sun fighting a dye.
We all see the world as one tie,
Knowing that were fine.
Keeping us together locked in a bind,
It keeps us all in line.
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My prayer..

Look at my weight!
I'm so out of shape!
God your great!
But let me lose this weight!
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Eleven Months...

The sky Is blue.
The air is smooth.
Eleven months have gone by.
And thank God your all mine.
Lovable hatred is the key.
In a successful relationship you will be.
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Universe.

FromTheDaysBeyondOurUniverse.
IllFindAWayToBeTrueToUs.
HonestAndGuilt.
TheyShareAQuilt.
NothingToBePassioned.
AsMuchHasHappend.
BeyondOurUniverse.
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Black & White.

Chance of light
Blooming in sight
Petal by petal
You see them settle
Beautiful like the stars
Yet not as far as mars
Thinking of the flower on your ear in that picture black n white.
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Cookies :D..

Soft and crunchy.
Oh so munchy.
The best baking a guy can think of.
In the days we speak of.
Lovable chocolate chip cookies.
By god there amazing cookies.
I said cookies twice.
But since when did poems have to rhyme?

Thanks for the amazing cookies sweetie.
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RIP Salehani.

Reality steps in from time to time.. They call him Death... The Evil inside him is bound to an extent which no one holds...
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Why Pray?

From day after day you think and Pray.
Asking why am I here? Why till this day?

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Why We Wait...

We don't sleep, night or day.
As soon as we do it becomes a haze.
Thinking from time after time,"was I awake?"
Soon you realize, no your life is in a quake.

-Dreaming; Living.-
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Firework..

The fuse is lit, As we sit, We take our places, And forever forget. Think as you might but you will be mine, Tonight.

January 16th, 2o1o
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Ten month, Wake up #2.

Live and like.
Love in sight.
Thinking about harmony.
As your pressure rises too high for me.
Be with me tonight, we will change the course in our life.

-KaylaLynnSwartz.

-o3o7o9-
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Anniversary 10 month, Wake up message #1

Our gracious souls combine.
As we look at each other and intertwine.
From begin and start.
To the end and finish.
We look in our hearts to find what makes us skittish.

I love you goodmorning beautifulll :-D...Yes I just came up with that... foe yuuuuuuu hahah

-o3o7o9-
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"I wanna wake up to something anything please..."

The angel from Above.
Is in my arms asking to be Hung.
With me and her from the first Hug.
We knew we were right for this Love.
For my dearly beloved, KaylaLynnSwartz.
January 6th, 2010


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Today success is on my side, will you?

"Today is a day lost for' say.
No one knows how or what to nay'.
Path to success is on it's way.
Love it and you'll be mine today."
- ~R-boz Ali~ -
On January 18, 2009.